no.79/cm

say hi to childish

2012-02-08T09:51:00.001+08:00

A lonely bunny sat on the wall. The two paths which she couldn't takes them all.
One for her life and one for her destiny, another one for the little girl who lost in between.
oh bunny, how thou life would be?
Shall she chase for fairytale or takes the reality. But her conscious is stronger than anything else but love.
Poor girl, miss her still. (tears)

say hi to Dragon Year

2012-01-26T16:12:00.001+08:00

how're you? i'm fine! how's your day? good one! how're yours? pretty well. boyfriend? no. girlfriend? ... nope. you? err... yeah. i guess. (smiled) ohh... going UK soon? hmm...not so soon. what you working on then?
(Curious) Nothing much though. Ohh... You? Uh? Working? Yup. Nearby somewhere. Going overseas as well? Yup... Soon... but not now. Ohh... (Awkward)

-Story Ends-

say hi to before the night i

2012-01-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

過去的愛慕, 欣賞 ; 回想時，

是可笑。與... 莫名的遺憾? 是有點啦。不為甚麼... 到如今依然哪麼的膽小，

因為預算了結果? 是有點... 但，

怕死還是勝與其他。

因為我不曾愛過。

say hi to camera

2012-01-12T02:36:00.001+08:00

after so long, still couldn't let it down. should have told you what you meant to me.

say hi to 2012

2012-01-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

新的一年, 來囉!!

一樣的過活; 必定要過得自己要的,喜歡的,快樂的, 滿意的。

So, what's my new year's resolution?

Elle Epoque - Click Here.

say hi to christmas's eve

2011-12-24T02:09:00.001+08:00

things happened; extremely randomly surprisingly creepily

still missing the one.

平安夜,好!

say hi to everybody, hello!

2011-12-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

瑕想。

say hi to santa

2011-12-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

been workin' like a zombie.

Tryin' to cut down fat input but fail!

ps/ me want somethin' different.

say hi to restless

2011-12-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

有電到嗎?

嘻!

ps/ 未來的生活不簡單! 加油吧, 紅孩ㄦ!

say hi to junior exec

2011-12-09T02:15:00.002+08:00

brand new life ahead :)

need vacation, seriously.

say hi to NYC

2011-11-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

before realizing i smoked my last cigarette.

a sudden urge strikes me,

questions popped-up ; WTH am i doing right now?

shouldn't i get my visa ready and let my new life begin?

i shall pick lenses to live for the rest of my life.

FUCK YEAH!

say hi to b&w

2011-11-20T14:40:00.001+08:00

黑與白

say hi to cheerful-life

2011-11-20T00:45:00.001+08:00

要活得快樂就多聽快樂之歌;

多傻笑; 多吃些; 多喝睡 ;)

say hi to apple-eye

2011-11-10T19:24:00.000+08:00

tasted Haadyai + wired

say hi to broken

2011-11-05T15:59:00.000+08:00

11.11.11

gonna be my day, waiting for it :)

say hi to IMHSM

2011-10-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

沒了推動力就把我養肥了 ; 十年功夫, 有點敗

萬聖節快樂! 各位 :)

ps, 想她又怎樣, 誰曉得啊?

say hi to happiness

2011-10-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

what i see from others are happiness; what i see from myself is sorrowness, lonelisome

useless, perhaps.

it's been weeks, guess i just lost you, without any reasons and explanations.

like water drops evaporate into the air, soundlessly.

ps/ i'm tired, someone please entertain me.

say hi to sexies

2011-10-10T21:42:00.004+08:00

love gay and we'll love you back.

ps, that's my brothers. teehee

say hi to KISS

2011-09-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

Kiss - Forever

I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's true
There's no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I'm out of my head over you.

say hi to coincidence

2011-09-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

心,突然啾了一下。

嘻~

ps/ penang laksa; hard rock hotel, bon 'jour.

say hi to grey

2011-09-17T13:52:00.001+08:00

where're you?

ps/where to find a black cat? she's mysterious as it is.

say hi to heaven's shine

2011-09-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

lost in direction.

inked for memories.

ps/stop giving me green lights. me wanna live in peace.

say hi to E

2011-09-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

真的好累,

這次就連咖啡因也靠不住了.

ps/missumuch. damn, iwishyouwerehere.

say hi to people

2011-09-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

believe or not, this is fuckin' true.

ps/ i kissed a girl and i like it. But not hers.

say hi to sep

2011-08-31T01:40:00.003+08:00

hypnotizing myself not to fall for someone which is

impossible

ps/ never try never know, but i ain't gonna try coz imma coward.

say hi to chivas regal

2011-08-28T00:55:00.003+08:00

can i share my heart with you too.

wishing a star to falls on my hand is just ridiculous.

we met. we talked. we're just friend. that's what i want.

how do i start a word with you?

hi.

ps/ i wish i was there as well. did i missed the drama again?

say hi to warfare

2011-08-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

never even get a chance to know each others,

there's already a warning sign stick on my face.

it's not that i don't dare to flirt,

i'm just used to be a widow.

i'm not picky, i'm just giving myself a freedom of choice.

ps/ look! i'm just an innocent girl.

say hi to FML

2011-08-14T10:46:00.005+08:00

is it me or what? feel like being tie with leash, do as what you want and act like a godamn boss. purleaseee you're not even a maggot.

and congratulation, you make me sick of you ONCE AGAIN.

damn you

ps/ 你情我願個頭!

say hi to sorrow-ness

2011-07-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

been working like zombie; too busy to think.
been missin' my ciggies.
been searchin' and lookin' for her, damn. i needa doctor.
after s'pore then cameron, hell yeah!
enjoyed very berry muchie (♥)
missin' the moment when i'm a little tipsy and he laid his head on my shoulder.

ps/ 'fiction' in ma head. please shower me with love.

say hi to BINGO!

2011-07-19T01:20:00.008+08:00

i know i'm sucha smart-ass.

i didn't roll the dice, i just knew it

but, why am i still single?

wtf

say hi to fantasy

2011-07-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

mad days with the mad-ass-es.

time wasted in a funny way; tears almost fell off when i saw his bag

never knew about it - a new story has just begun; end of the past

should have notice that everyone has their own story and narrator

should have leave them alone.

ps/confusing inner thoughts system OFF

say hi to happy birthday

2011-07-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me

ps/ eldest went ns, youngest working, dad diggin' gold, mum hatyai-ing, me home alone.

am so thrill to have a lonely birthday.

hi 21, bye 20.

say hi to lastminute

2011-06-25T11:28:00.001+08:00

craving for food like i've been starve for months, or maybe years.

things had gone bad and turns a little bit good, maybe...

where can i find a lovebug? hmm...

my life is so pointless now, don't even have a dart then what should i get to aim? been searching for years, still...

thailand is so gonna be in my first plan, but where is my 'sawadii~'?

where's the love?

say hi to Z

2011-06-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

i had no idea wtf wrong with my brain, it just keep stuffing in rubbish
i'm so lonely and so jealous of them, why can't i be like them.
til now, i'm still not used to it, coz i doesn't want to.
i don't think i can get over with her, f me.

ps/everything i wanted does comes with a price, i see.

say hi to duh

2011-05-20T22:59:00.003+08:00

having serious imbalance diet, so unhealthy i know. i'm tired and sick, for real. sick of the truth.
guess i've been forcing myself too much, being lazy is bliss, still, i'm lazy i admitted it. f me
i needa..... cigg.

say hi to oblivious

2011-05-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

don't know whatheheck wrong with yesterday's post, it just disappear to nowhere.

not gonna repeat the same shit.

i seriously feel fat after jobless week, real terrifying.

i think the movie just attached my heart without a single string.

i'm looking and feeling different, am i just grown up? i wish...

i don't give a shit to others; coz they have a pair of slit-eyes

i'm gonna puff a cigarette infront of the kids.

shouldn't have expecting this much.

ps/lifeless. numbness. motionless. fatness. loveless.

say hi to bass

2011-04-29T00:44:00.002+08:00

菸; 淹沒了我的理智,迷茫了人生 / 財; 誘惑了我的自由,嚴重了忌妒心

情; 似乎離我遠去 - 忙碌總于與我畫了個等號

世上無絕對呀...

唉唷喂呀...

say hi to creep

2011-04-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

busy diggin' gold; busy murmurin' weakness; busy ignorin' food

lack of income which made me sad; lack of love which made me feel lonely

i wish i have someone to care and to be care of.

i guess i'll never get into Forbes magazine coz imma weirdo

ps/ i wish he'll look at me once again.

say hi to douchebag

2011-04-09T16:28:00.001+08:00

never knew he still hook on me

but sorry, you just doesn't fit me anymore.

ps/ coz i'm imperfect.

say hi to disapproval

2011-03-27T13:03:00.005+08:00

it does seems as if they're equivalent to the price of a gold but the truth is, they were just a piece of shit or maybe not that bad since they still have 'their own value' which came from their shallow thoughts by pricing themselves high enough to tell the difference from others. In fact, they were just the same where all of them are made from the earth but not mars or venus.

i'm always being overlooked by others which i will never ever comprehend the reason why. Maybe i'm not bright enough to shine or too unimportant to be noticed. Maybe i should do something to make a change. and they'll never know that someday someone who are listed in the highest of the hierarchical structure might sitting just right beside me.

sucha wishful thinkin'

say hi to the king

2011-03-12T19:24:00.006+08:00

noone says that

thou need not an excellent camera to show thy passion for photograph

Dichter Uno Bauber Overture, by Franz Von Suppe

which is a brilliant song

The King's Speech deserves all the awards

say hi to shiat!

2011-03-03T00:44:00.004+08:00

憎恨那副無說為的欠扁

那厭惡的臉簡直就他媽的來形容

狠心是對自己坦白好心是對自己殘忍

就恨自己那麽的假好心好了

可笑的是生活裏絕不得少的一場悲劇

幻想中吸口煙再繼續沉思

人生還有多少的坎坷要面對

say hi to illusion

2011-02-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

誰伴明窗獨坐？我共影兒兩個。

燈盡慾眠時，影也把人抛躲，

無那，無那，好個淒涼的我。

<如夢令>

say hi to her attitude

2011-02-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

去他的！想要強吻我親愛的她

say hi to fatass

2011-02-09T13:34:00.002+08:00

just wanted to rant on something
nothing special though.
just 'bout my crazy appetite, i ate like pigs then get fat like 'em
thats it.

kind of miss my cigar =/
if you ask me who's my idol, i would say Taylor Momsen
lifeless living ahead
· · · — — — · · ·
and fuk! robert pattinson just annoys me.

ps/bass what?

say hi to wabbit year

2011-02-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

初一也好，兔年也好，希望一一會更好
鄉下不再是落後這字眼來形容了反而覺得都市人的腦袋正隨著時間退化中古板慘了
原來我忽胖忽瘦也是有原因的哈哈
被愛是什麽的感覺？
我的貝司呢？

廢話少說祝我好運吧！
恭喜恭喜

say hi to who

2011-01-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

#1 i'm gonna miss him so much =/
#2 i wish i'm in billionaire girl's club sigh
#3 lotsa happenings on jan! it just ended like this then proceed to the next month... hmmm..
#4 i wonder she's curious about me or my lips lol
#5 i guess i'll never look skinny like her sigh

ps/ Happy CNY and i love you
i know you love me too =)

say hi to aneroxia

2011-01-07T01:33:00.003+08:00

it's sucks to death

i need to stop eating, seriously.
damn my itchy and sausage mouth
fuck those elephant legs or pig legs. or whatever it is

ps/ almost reach the hell door. needa job. urgently.

say hi to 2011

2011-01-01T13:01:00.004+08:00

first of all, good afternoon.

wish we could stay abit longer but we've got no choice but to send the good girls home.

another weird event we had on the last day of year'10.

i never knew she shares the same taste as me, that's kinda weird =/

or i shall said that i'm glad to know that.

lifeless person doesn't share any future plans so just cross'ma fingers and wish me luck.

anyhow, the little girl shall make her first wish on the quadruplet one year

i wish to see Johnny Depp in real before i get a man =)

peace out yo.

say hi to bye

2010-12-29T13:47:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm not worth to you so i shall pull myself away from you.

finally, i pull out the white flag and surrender.

really truly surrender and give up on you.

i'm too naive for having too much faith on you. funny of me.

or shall i say, "well, let's put a smile and just move on!"

oh dear, what a silly phrase.

pretty funny to discuss love issue with you but i guess you've grown up

that's why i started the topic.

GO! SHARK ATTACK!!

ps/ unfortunately, i see the eyes staring at me. i felt horrified.

say hi to

2010-12-21T17:41:00.002+08:00

0/ the whole family of mine got a haircut to welcome the warmest Christmas. pretty funny.

1/ no surprise i gained weight again. phuck!

2/ i shall go shopping till my wallet burns.

3/ 'i wanna be with you' does this statement refers to i love you?

4/ sorry for having sucha childish face.

5/ Christmas party. anticipating ♥

say hi to LOVESICK

2010-12-16T13:45:00.001+08:00

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say hi to J.B

2010-12-11T13:35:00.002+08:00

1/fake disneyland,glam casino here i come.

2/that fuckin' brainless indian scammer cheated our money & my fuckin bali trip! and he fuckin uses volcanoes eruption as an excuse and runs away with our fuckin 5k. damn him la. sigh sucha tragic. heartbroken.

3/been busy with 2stupid yellow brands

4/my pimplessssss again.
5/i shall choose 'her'
6/shall i or shall i not...sigh and wth wrong with me? fyi, i've extremely low self-esteem.
7/i've sick of waiting, seriously.

say hi to ♥

2010-12-04T02:28:00.004+08:00

a fuckin' tatt' tomorrow.wish me luck

need a blue shoe.

ps/she's trying fuckin' hard to show that they're couple which makes me lmao and wtf on my face.

ohya,hello dec =)

say hi to time teller

2010-11-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

1. am fascinated by watches,drum set,vans,macbook,vintage camera,blablablablaaa...
2. feels tired of doing nothing for my.... everything.
3. am trying so hard to be a human being.
4. i'm sorry for being a girl, not yet a woman.
5. To santa: i wish others would see me with their envious eyes.
6. how i wonder where you are...
7. "it's ok." she's lying.
8. he's right, my english is sucks! oh well, who can i blame to...

ps/ please give me something, and i'll give you even more in return, i promise.

say hi to 臺北

2010-11-19T16:00:00.004+08:00

他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的他媽的！

無聊死了！assignment也懶得理，朋友也都沒空，身形也丑死了，肥死了。
我需要你啊，親愛的drum set，就讓我瘋狂一次吧。
突然有個衝動要買個macbook air，太厭倦那該死的翻版。
bali取消了，唉，失望死了，該死的火山。
終于破例告訴我天大的秘密給stranger知道，哈....可笑吧
看來我們是有緣無份的啦，那就掰咯。

ps/上天保佑我早點找到好歸婿。

say hi to BECK

2010-11-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

ps/simplicity is the best.

say hi to smokey

2010-11-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

Solanin. The social network. swimming. yoga. Yuhamin. ciggies. fried chicken. boyfriend-to-be. closest-friends. shopping. Korea. Star9Tattoo. Bali. Bruno Mars. Dynamite. Vans'Blue. Art director. Singapore intern. Zai22. backpack travel. Drum-nuts.

say hi to illness

2010-11-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

1/ went to UNIQLO, bought something and saw lotsa fashion peeps. and someone which she doesn't know me but i knew her through internet. and she's extremely thin and im fat.

2/ watch 'the social network', impressive motive and i've got nothing to say about mark zuckerberg coz he's a total nerd, that's all i know.

3/ a sudden sickness and headache almost killed me. and a lame joke just smash on my face which i feel like chop off that asshole's head.

4/ so, the tattoo's gonna laid on my left-side chest. which inspired by yuhamin. but got no idea wth is going to draw on it.

5/ ciggies just can't be my friend, too bad.

6/ my body is so flexible til it increases and decreases the diameter of my body within the time being.

7/ im not suppose to blog today but yeah. and the damn photos just successfully uploaded so i've to do either.

ps/ i'm so freakin' lost, so just pass me the damn compass tq.

say hi to lifeless

2010-11-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

呐喊！！
我真的很可悲嗎？
真的真的快要窒息了..... 誰來救救我？！
還真的有想過就此結束這場戯，但，我找不到更好的理由
那也算了吧....大家無視我也罷

是我自己的無趣，沒什麽好怪他人的。
刺青，要不要？
找天再聊吧....

掰

lonelinesses

2010-10-30T00:25:00.028+08:00

1# Happy Halloween Day!!

shit la, it's the end of october...

2# been working like the heck... gila sial

3# losing weight as if i took drugs...

4# mr.gerald asked, what'll you do if 2012 is the end of the world? ; i had no idea, i answered.

hopeless student's answer.

5# suddenly got tons of money, but don't know where to spend.

instead of want, i NEED it....

6# damn fanatic towards korean's everythings included the people there.

i wish i have a boyfriend like that/what a wishful thinking....

7# intern mana? singapore guaaaa....

like i will leave this SATU country...

8# 'dynamite' damn chun!! i damn suka!

put your hands in the airrr~

remix get you high, memang betul...

macam yes

no mercy

2010-10-15T20:03:00.011+08:00

又來了，他媽的....

為了甩掉那惡心的豬肢，我也犧牲的太大了吧.....

鬼曉得今天又魔病發作....

去死吧！我愛你.....

save me.....

no more willfulness

2010-10-13T21:33:00.001+08:00

1. today i surprised her... a little...

that's a good sign though.... at least i didn't failed the plan...

plus a little awkward as well....

2. i'm kind of relieved, coz i realised that i'm not the only one who're alone....

sounds pity but yea...that's how life's about...

3. trying to get a little bit motivated but failed.... again...

coz i know i'm not into it but still, i'm going to set it as my goal...

see how am i going to suffer....

4. suddenly thought of someone when i'm on my way to wondermilk...

again, it brought back all the useless feces...

it ruined my mood then....

5. i'm not trying to look cool but seriously i need to get myself out of this pitiful hellplace....

i'm too filthy to stay with the suci people, kononya....

ps/ please tell me your joke are not funny

no.1.0.

2010-10-10T20:24:00.007+08:00

1. 心碎了；肺脏了；肚烂了。
0. 吃了麻辣起了副作用有点想上大号，嘻~
1. audrey hepburn 真是无话可说...
0. 血拼 = shopping；血 = 钱，连命都不管了，
1. 可怜死了，可怜没人爱呀。
0. 超健康的，游泳瑜伽通杀！

>>> leica leica ; polaroid polaroid polaroid

#listening Revolution - The Veronicas

say hi to vege

2010-09-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

been a total food phobia for a week,
then transform into a healthy freak for a week,
finally turns into a godamnn vampire
sucks up all the rubbish food, like nobody's business.

form a big lump of fat in my thigh
here, i got both my pig legs.

hopeless
shit.

tomorrow class, sorry not in the mood.
skip

say hi to je t'aime

2010-09-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

從中，突然想起...

原來我依然還是放不下，也不肯放手

依然懷念著。

都五年了....

say hi to monday morning

2010-09-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

at last.....

終于享用了三根....high了嗎？

有點吧....

就讓我的髮色來點彩色吧....

peace out.

say hi to bitch

2010-09-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

意外的，我有點厭惡她的行言舉止

把我逼得透不過氣來，他媽的

自己的缺點，我也就睜一只眼閉一只眼

就給你個機會自己慢慢發掘吧。

我還是會有自知分明的，您放心。

送上 Great DJ by The Ting Tings

say hi to idk

2010-09-13T01:27:00.003+08:00

早！

#1 終于啃完了‘樓下的房客’...

心情還不錯....

#2 天天工作，天天發呆，天天無聊，

天天向上。

#3 neslo過分有效，

兩粒眼珠撐到不行。

#4 絕食？厭食？減肥? 沒胃口？省錢？

五選一

#5 語言障礙吧....還是level不一樣？

有如面對歷史課本，無奈。

#6 困了。

掰！

say hi to nasty

2010-09-08T08:20:00.008+08:00

馬的！谁受得了啊....

真想拿那个剃須刮好好來個嶄草除根，

再用磨沙纸給他產平，

最后以檸檬汁抹上....

大功告成！

say hi to gloomy sunday

2010-09-05T12:27:00.003+08:00

Time: noon

Breakfast: egg toast @11am+

Outfit: pajamas

Mode: lazy, craving for snacks

Currently: watchin' Youtube+readin' last chapter of 'Le Magasin des Suicides'

To-do list: revise for tomorrow's CB test

Mood: not in a good mood;headache

Wish: watch pps

say hi to me

2010-09-04T00:18:00.011+08:00

hello.
am i a otaku?
stay in my room the whole day
been torturing my eyes and brains...
illegal downloadin', study, watchin' and sleepn'
at the same time...
i'm tired. but i couldn't stop
because life is short.

ps/ can't i just become the creator of....

say hi to you

2010-08-31T18:15:00.001+08:00

recommended by Daul Kim

say hi...

2010-08-31T17:16:00.000+08:00

have you ever thought of committed suicide?

i wonder...

motives'who

2010-08-30T01:05:00.001+08:00

been working for 2weeks.... hmp~ times flies.... my favourite quote =/
actually i hated working, coz i'm still a students..... and i shouldn't have to work..
sadly i NEED money so desperately....!!
god... i hate to admit that.
at least i got a marvelous deal from 'em compared to starbucks....
geez, my nightmare...

exam is just right around the corner,
and i'm still in a relaxing and nothing-happen mode...
pathetic me...
i can guarantee that i'll regret of what i did... =S

tons of wishful thinkin' come across my brain,
for instance, i wanted to sell own designed t-shirt,
own a niche coffee shop which is unique and out-of-imaginary....lol
own a special designed mini cooper s.... hoho!

sucha naive brain i have...
and sorry for not being someone that you expected,
i think i'll dramatically changed after i step out from my college life.
and i'm sure she'll be surprised and disappointed......
maybe

i wish i could be like her,
smart and smart that what i could describe
not that she act smart but at least her brain function better than mine,
i didn't blame for not being perfect since i never even do anything to it
and i believe that everyone is different which makes everyone's special and unique
i truly accepted it and believe it from the deep of my heart.

ps/ pixie lott - cry me out

浮誇#2

2010-08-15T22:36:00.001+08:00

I有人問我我就會講但是無人來
我期待到無奈有話要講得不到裝載
我的心情猶像樽蓋等被揭開咀巴卻在養青苔
人潮內愈文靜愈變得不受理睬自己要搞出意外
像突然地高歌任何地方也像開四面台
著最閃的衫扮十分感慨有人來拍照要記住插袋

你當我是浮誇吧誇張只因我很怕
似木頭似石頭的話得到注意嗎
其實怕被忘記至放大來演吧
很不安怎去優雅
世上還讚頌沉默嗎
不夠爆炸怎麼有話題讓我誇做大娛樂家

那年十八母校舞會站著如嘍囉
那時候我含淚發誓各位必須看到我
在世間平凡又普通的路太多屋村你住哪一座
情愛中工作中受過的忽視太多自尊已飽經跌墮
重視能治肚餓末曾獲得過便知我為何
大動作很多犯下這些錯
搏人們看看我算病態麼 ?

你當我是浮誇吧誇張只因我很怕
似木頭似石頭的話得到注意嗎
其實怕被忘記至放大來演吧
很不安怎去優雅
世上還讚頌沉默嗎
不夠爆炸怎麼有話題讓我誇做大娛樂家

幸運兒並不多　若然未當過就知我為何
用十倍苦心做突出一個　正常人夠我富議論性麼

你叫我做浮誇吧加幾聲噓聲也不怕
我在場有悶場的話表演你看嗎夠歇斯底里嗎
以眼淚淋花吧一心只想你驚訝我舊時似未存在嗎
加重注碼青筋也現形話我知現在存在嗎

凝視我別再只看天花我非你杯茶
也可盡情地喝吧別遺忘有人在為你聲沙

ps; i wish to have a closer partner, yet i wanted to keep it myself. no hurry.
love this song and this explains everything that i wish i could do but no i didn't.
because this is show off.

浮誇

2010-08-10T00:53:00.001+08:00

馬的！我的秘密差點就被發現。
還好我目無表情的，但還是覺得有點可疑。
看了部戯，讓我對PR有一點點的衝動，
因爲那個死老頭實在是太帥了。

ps; i seriously hate fakers, if people ever notice that you're the one means you're a total failure.

no.36's exchange

2010-08-06T19:43:00.003+08:00

其實我不愛錢，但沒錢，人人就不愛你....

好比如說我的朋友好了，

他並不帥，才華還好而已，体高與身材並不標準才170左右的男孩...

但，他朋友，美的，多得很，帥的，也不少....

我猜...

我的邏輯：一旦有了錢就可以換來滿足感嗎？partially是，就儅它對四分之一對也好

終究答案也是一樣。

我通常都會喜歡要朋友請吃飯多過要他們的錢，
原因就只有一個；談錢傷感情
只要看《第36故事》裏的以物換物的特殊貿易法的話，
至少還可以像戯中的他們可以找到自己要的東西
或挽回比錢更有價值的物品。

人也沒那麽孤獨吧....

我猜...

ps;不是因爲看了戯才要開咖啡店的，
只是儅開咖啡店的老闆娘是我一直以來的其中一個夢想。

O.M.G

2010-08-05T00:50:00.003+08:00

oh shit...i gain weight again.....and i know why
#1 i ate a lot everyday single day, a lot as in one big bowl of rice for lunch which i usually don't eat rice 'coz it's high in carb but i did, for the last entire month.
#2 'coz i stop working and i start eating like how vampire sucks people's blood endlessly.
#3 my butt stick to the chair all day long, and so my butt get bigger as well. i've got a big ASS yo!
#4 even though i join yoga and sweats s lot, still it doesn't really help in losing weight, and all thank to my itchy mouth. fark!

if i were to summarize the 4 points, the conclusion is, i eat and eat and eat.
hmm....i guess i should get my ass up and start working to earn some money 'coz i'm so broke now.
on top of that, my dad sounds like going to bankrupt or so i'm not so sure,
but one thing i'm sure is that, i'll have no extra money to spend on clothes and delicious food.
that's worst than ever! like today, i only can get to see people drinking starbucks, and there're tons of them holding the drinks,
how suffering it is!
SIGH

8-)

2010-08-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

gettin' into piano's emo mood and lazy mode in the midnight...

july had walks away slowly from me and here comes the new august....

times really flies like light speed you can't even measure how fast does it passes,

and now i have to wait for another 12 months til my 21st birthday...

hmm.....

was tryin' to finish up my group assignment and get started with my individual assignment,

but i can't.....

i wish i can stay at home....

i'm kinda sick of going out and spend money.....coz i'm really broke now....

no job no income no nothing no innovative to study no motive no aims.....

life full of desperation and egoism....

and now he's tryin' to do that to me?!

are you sure you wanted this or just foolin' around with me?

i don't get it....i don't care either...

coz i'm no longer the young and naive me..... i've changed, mentally.

a lot.

and i don't even notice until the day she remind me of how stupid i am in the past...

ps; miss the old days very much

she-male

2010-07-27T22:43:00.001+08:00

till now i still like her style, her hair, her face, her everything.....
she's just perfect in my point of view, except for the decadent lifestyle she had are so not going to be part of my life,
even though i love it as much as i wanted to become like them, smokes and drinks for day and night.
but well........ it doesn't seems to fit me and i don't want to make myself as the wannabe clown anyway....
still, i love her! and it does make me sounds like imma psycho stalker, I AM and i admitted it. =)

wish i could really dye my hair one day.
when am i going to the gym? damn, i'm soooo desperate k!

invisible

2010-07-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

was busy trying to working on ASSIGNMENTSSSS!!

i seriously hate it.

i had designed a so-called logo but i couldn't upload it, stupid.

this sem is going to over again....

i think i shall go NZ to pick strawberry or kiwi as my part time job instead of US...

coz they're seriously racist towards asian people, my lecture said.

am i going to gym next month?

hopefully yes. so that i can work out abit...sigh

ps/ dae han ming guk!!

obsess with jonghyun's nothing better.

today

2010-07-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

today is so happening!! and the clock is seriously works faster than i thought.
1, my smartag is run outta battery and it's kinda stupid when get stuck-ed in the toll...
2, my phone runs out of battery! damn stupid! i should've charge it before the night.... sigh
3, i actually hated when i'm with a bunch of so-called not-so-closed-friends plus, my phone is dead, so i do nothing like stupid for 2hours...
4, for the sake of assignment, we walked exactly 1 round in pasar malam to 'observe' people then we ciao.... we didn't even manage to get dinner together coz of SOME silly issue.... hmp....
5, i seriously don't understand THOSE people with THOSE freakin' weird behavior, i seriously can't take it and it even makes me more frustrated when i'm with THOSE people. why can't they just moving on and look forward.....funny....
6, we met or rather saw a really hot and good-looking guy who's driving a Lexus and we stalked him. lol
7, i think i heard my friend's sis on air... maybe...
8, i think guys are even worst than a woman, they suka-suka emo or suka-suka shout at you like nobody business or play with you like a fool then the next day he get chisin again.

ps/ why am i blogging? i also don't know why....now i'm in bad mood coz of him.

i got a dic'

2010-07-05T02:13:00.000+08:00

time to make a change babe... black is still my cup of tea.
i didn't manage to donate my blood b'coz i cough-ed... stupid.
but i really do have cough and sore throat...
finally had my favorite jap cuisine, curry rice~
it was awesome! yummmm~~
i think FOOD had officially became my soulfriend. =)
guess what, i got my dic'!!
as in dictionary... it's portable and lovable.
i MUST swallow some bombastic and fantastic english before i talk to guai lous...
it's super duper guper luper STRESS to communicate with 'em in palia english,
i wish i have a english teacher like kevin...

ps/ still havin' a serious korean fever.
kevin <3

word of his

2010-07-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

i'm bored....

later going to watch movie with my bro... =)

ps/ twitter is the best! facebook? BORINGGGGG... boo~

and i get to see kev and xander's updates, what else can i say...

crave of hunger

2010-07-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

i hate and love foooooood at a same time......
to show my love of food, i present you, The Bee's Oglio Olio Pasta~
it's spicy and oily.... ewww...
but it's yummy i guess... yummm~ ...? =/

recently i'm into taking food photos with my x6... sadly...
sean's 7D is fuckin' HOT! and it cost me like %$%^%^$....
darn expensive ok....still, i'm freakin' need a dslr!!

ps/am fuckin' hate my blardy nose with an acne with no nanah or whatsoever...darn
and it's feakin' ANNOYING! F it!

the concert

2010-06-25T02:17:00.003+08:00

practice every saturday night for 3months.....
time flies...
wrap up for our 35th anniversary concert. love that night, sweet~ =)

dry cough and sore throat! fuck it.
this is the reason why lately i ate alot, uncontrollable eating habit, tasteless food....
back to 2am sleeping plan after half a year? insomnia, bad for my skin...
sigh.

how to lose fat and useless flesh in a month?
how to get a high pay job?
how to motive myself to study hard and smart?
how to spend my time wisely?
how to speak fluent english?

infinity questions were being asked every single day when i look myself in the mirror.

ps; i'm bored yet i've got a hectic life. fml

monster bites!

2010-06-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

feel so guilty after i slipped my mouth asking him to treat me this (top)... coz half monster (half of a bread) cost you rm6! cheap right.... and the sandwich was just SO SO only... =/
anyways, i love their logo design, it's cute and they use purple as their base color...
my concert is going alright, smoothly and soundly i guess......hopefully......... yeah..........
erm, my life is so sick, and actually i'm abit sick as well, mild sore throat and abit flu...
i seriously hate and love this kind of feeling.... coz it makes me feel hyper like today, i don't know why....
i seriously need a job to earn back my savings and use all the useless time turns into tons of valuable money....coz i love money more than anything else in this world.... LOL!

ps/ i think i admire kevin?

X6

2010-06-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

GOT MY NEW PHONE YOOO!! *woot
i'm totally not a nokia user, freakin' retard when answering the call or replying messages....
anyways, i'm still working on it... =)
check out the date...what a coincidence...lol

ps| TP BAND concert is coming SOON...nervous...damn freakin' nervous!

lsh

2010-05-29T01:39:00.001+08:00

lsh

in a way, he look kinda cool

but, yeah.....model...

ps/ still, korean bansai~~ *WOOT*

coffee or fuckin' tea?

2010-05-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

talking about English, i always hate the fact that i can't speak fluent English
should i blame myself or he or she or it or the damn government or "Malaysia" or my mum...or maybe myself...
is it because of i'm communicating with my parents in chinese and
this is why it makes me sounds so stupid when i speak English.
and, i have a thought... can i conclude that,
those who insist to speak English even thought they knew how to speak in Chinese are godamn wannabe a guai lou and pretend to be high class in front of others.
did you agreed with me? YES!
but hell...i'm in the 'those' of them. funny? but no, it isn't funny for me.
i'm so freakin' envious those people who speaks like freakin' guai lou and they can laugh and talks louder than anyone else.
i mean, this is cool you see....you can even be friended with lots of cool people as in their lifestyle are incredibly fun and crazy which i've been craving for years even though i know that's totally not suit me, but yeah! it's COOL man, i makes me looks COOL and everyone notice you.
oh, i almost forgot that one of my friends, which i hated the way he/she speaks, especially in English with those freakin' PROPER slang, kononnyerr....
i damn hate la...i'm like omfg are you showing off that you speaks a PROPER english and others don't? wth?!
damn those british slangs, american slangs, whatsoever.....confusing people only not only me....screwed you!
whatever....
just wanted to confess that i'm not going to become like those loser anymore.....HAHA!
coz US here i come, maybe.

ps; tiap-tiap hari twitter. ♥

*450D

2010-05-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

"yet, you can see him walk pass you..."

i really hate those video which used to scares people. TUT YOU!!
enjoying enjoying enjoying photo shooting with them =)
i need new phone! FUCK.
without a penny, how am i going to survive. i need to work again. hate youuuuu!

ps; am gonna put jh as my wallpaper.

run&rum

2010-05-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

present you beloved, ethan
the randomness, got a fake sonicgear, heartbroken.
with the chargeable battery, everything settled.
always follow my gut feeling, i love being entertained but not i ain't entertainer.
holidays just killing me...
believe or not, i've got 6th sense, and i'm not dumbfooling you 'coz it's true,
in conclusion, i sense that our class trip will not make it, and TADA! they cancelled it. disappointed.
i'm not in a good mood, maybe it's 'coz of the meaningless short sem break.

ps; still, i chose korea over japan... peace out.

her'day

2010-05-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

nokia 6210貢獻的照片，夠經典吧....

前天[恐懼炸弹]終于開張了，在櫥裏呆了大概有一年了吧...

故事讓我快瘋了，快要變書裏的神經質了。

故事講述有位充滿想象力的神經質活在毫無規矩怪里怪氣兼神經質的世界裏，就這樣。

讓我的心靈與精神有點受影響，我也太弱了...

吃太飽實在是讓我坐立不安，胸口悶悶的，真想把剛吃的統統都嘔出來。

ps/愛上amblaq-man man ha ni的舞姿 =）

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2010-05-05T11:46:00.000+08:00

原諒我的勤奮，post個不停，廢話還一大堆
大發現！我變了，3個月内變了不少....
口味態度心情智慧臉孔體型感想願望要求興趣，等等等等
‘人一直都在變’ 這句說得一點都沒錯。
對於現在的我，開始感到有點滿足；看到現在努力奮鬥的我，感到欣慰。
為自己鼓掌一下...
有人開始發明星夢了，原因只有一個
她要比任何人活得更多姿多彩，絕不遺憾。

종현

2010-05-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

魅力四射；又愛又恨

Papa John's

2010-05-02T08:05:00.001+08:00

Labour's Day; Papa John's; love their tomato sauce!

♥

ps|time to change x6. hurray~

L100;

2010-04-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

含有高蛋白質的意大利面；與久違的L同學

ps/ nuh nan neo muh yeh bbeo~ mee chyeo~ replay replay~ ♥

當....

2010-04-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

i did this when i was working and i'm totally bored, thought of drawing adidas but it ended with nike. lol
hated these few days, hot, dry, lips cracked, sweat a lot even after shower..... @$#$#@#%
i'm confused and tired, totally have no motive to study. and tomorrow is the day! exam!
actually, i'm multitasking. one eye on lappy, another on my marketing note. HAH!

ps/ into Hello Baby SHInee , idk why. =S

blah blah blah

2010-04-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

what a day?!

i hate when i'm not at college, i hate when i'm not working,

i hate when i'm at home, doing nothing but sit in front, watch movie and EAT!!

meal of the day;

lunch, red bean+rice

tea time, 1 big kaya puff, 1 Jacker potato chips

continue with dinner, red bean+sweet spicy pork+rice, 1 bowl of tofu soup, an apple.

within 6hours, i ate so much rubbish. hah! my diet and healthy plan, ruined.

anyway, this saturday morning going to attend yoga class. hmmm....

time is just not enough for me, because....
the exam is coming damn freakin' soon, and i'm not freakin' finish study, or not even starts yet.
i just not enough sleep 'coz of the damn assignment, i almost did ALL the group assignments by myself.
call me pro! and now i officially deleted her as my 'friend' and even 'classmate'. FULL STOP.
no more chatting or whatsoever with you, don't even think of talking to me. darn faker!

ps/ i want my beauty 8hours sleep.